Tuesday, June 26, 2007

I miss my time with you

Don't worry this isn't a soppy post about how much i miss Craig ( But if you are interested i do miss him lots!)

I have been so so busy this year so far, if i am not doing stuff for CAP after my normal working hours I'm busy doing stuff for church and it seems that whilst i have been so so busy doing stuff for God I've been neglecting him in quite a major way. I am not saying that i haven't been praying or reading my bible but i haven't been paying him the attention that i feel he deserves. I've got my self bogged down with so much rubbish recently and I've took my eyes off Jesus in order to help others which i feel sad about. The God news is, is that i am getting rid of all this rubbish and thinking about the concept of your eyes and ears being gates to your heart and what you put in to them effects your heart.

On Sunday night God really spoke to me, he popped the following words in to my head. I don't think i need to explain them as they speak for themselves particularly in my life right now.

i miss my time with you those moments together
i need to be with you each day
and it hurts me when you say
you're too busy
busy trying to serve me
but how can you serve me when your spirit's empty
there's a longing in my heart
wanting more than just a part of you
it's true
i miss my time with you.

Thankyou for speaking to me about my life at the moment, thankyou for reminding me that you are the fuel that i need to be using, that i need to stop relying on my own strength to do your work and that i need to be totally in tune with you. Help me make decisions in my life lord of where i need to cut down. I want to be totally on fire and healthy to do your work lord Jesus not tired and bogged down all the time. lord help me to be strong. Thankyou for loving and saving me Jesus. I am totally lost without you. help me to take the time out of my day to catch up with you and give yo the time that you deserve. I love you dad.
Your loving daughter.

Monday, June 04, 2007

Who says that I am blonde?!

This weekend i went to London to see Craig and to meet his family ( very scary!)
I also met some of his friends from Uni. Now we had met up with Craig's friend Richard and his wife to be ( I can't spell that F word!) and were looking round the shops in Croydon. Romona ( Richards F) Was looking for some shoes to go with her wedding dress, we were looking in Aldo and i happened to see this really big new looking shoe on the floor. I picked it up and said to Craig and Richard " Wow! Look at the size of this shoe!" The next thing who i thought was a shop assistant asked me if i wanted the other one, this man turned out to be the owner of the shoe and was currently trying some other shoes to buy! Oh my word!!! I near dies trying not to laugh and go like a beetroot! I am lucky though as i think Craig understands my blondness and i also think he is a little blonde too!! He he! I never fail!!!!!